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pete always talks about how he wants a "normal" life, right? i can't help but wonder if pete thinks (maybe subconsciously) that if he gets the house and the live-in girlfriend and the dog, all the (stereotypical) acoutrements of a "normal" life, that his life will magically become normal.

(oh sweetie. it doesn't work that way.)


then again, given that they're recording again, in la *again*, maybe he just wants a stabilizing influence. someone familiar to be there, to notice if he starts getting really fucked-up again.
no matter how much or how often he says he's "better", i have my doubts.


y'know, two people could be the nicest people in the world. but that doesn't necessarily translate to them having a healthy relationship.

and it kinda scares me how QUICKLY pete went from

im not a boomerang and youre not badnews. were just nothing at all. thanks for helping me figure it out. two lies in one sentence has to be a new record for you, so congratulations.

to 'hey! let's get a dog together and move to la together!'

(cynical me: who gets the dog when they break up again?)


sigh. i could sit here and psychoanalyze him all night. and i'm probably full of shit.

maybe.